• jay eads | photographer

     

    "It was when I was happiest that I longed most...The sweetest thing in all my life has been the longing...to find the place where all the beauty came from."

                                    CS Lewis --Till We Have Faces

     

    Every photographer says they love what they do.  I want to prove it with my images.  My blog is a more personal and interactive way to view those images... and whatever else I feel like posting today.


    I am just a guy with a camera.  

     

Emily, simply {seniors} | Oregon Senior Portrait Photographer

I have a difficult week ahead of me, and lots to do… I’m so wound up that I can’t sleep.  I often wonder if other photographers feel this way, but there is a real clarity and decisiveness in the hours after midnight.  I never seem to hem or haw over what processing, which tones, B&W or color.  It all just makes perfect sense as I work.

I finished this image for Emily tonight — wait, no it’s this morning now — and something about the simplicity of it made me happy.  And given the day I anticipate having tomorrow, happy is good.  Ha, I just heard that out-loud — happy is good.  Understatements aside, I’m thankful for clients/friends who let me take their pictures, and allow me to give them back.

Despite being a complete sucker for wild, dramatic images, it is the basic portrait that keeps me coming back to photography.  I think it is the joy of a good frame, the creative outlet and the basic storytelling of portraiture that holds such allure for me.  If you’re reading this late at night, sleep well.  I’m gonna go try that now, myself.

33 years {music} | Oregon Portrait Photographer

I was driving home after shooting a wedding (another blog post for that soon) when I saw him. The banjo, the hat, the overalls… I knew I had to pull over and take his picture — if he would let me, of course.  Permission was definitely going to be in order, because I wanted to use my octobox, I saw the picture in my head before I ever got out of my truck.

Erik has been playing the banjo for 33 years, and it shows. His effortless picking was only outshone by his amazing handlebar mustache.  He told me that he loves shooting in front of The Kiva, a great little grocery in Eugene, because of the appreciation their customers show him.  I guess people who like good wine and good food also like good music.  I’m planning on doing more impromptu portraits here in town… bring on the Spring.

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This shot was a special request by Erik.  Happy to oblige.

these are not people but thoughts {random} | Oregon Photographer

People are what motivate me to take photographs. The interactions. The conversations. The unique qualities that make us all valuable and interesting. But… I do occasionally take pictures of things, as well. Many times my thing pictures are for lighting tests, but I usually do have something going through my head as I take the shot. I’ll share a few here, and I’ll share a little about what they make me feel/remember. Just something different.

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I took this during a session with a senior, and I recall thinking to myself with a sense of nostalgia, “I remember the warm summer air as a high school student. 3 months felt like 20.” Now, having been out of high school for about 17 years, my summers go by in a flash… and they feel more or less the same as the winters, from my cubicle. 

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I do love people. As I mentioned, people are the main motivation for my photography. I was with my friend, Jared, shooting for fun on a sunny June evening in 2007 when I took this. Jared is a huge reason I am a photographer right now. I learned a lot from him, and we even shot my first wedding together. It was intentional. This shot, I mean. I saw this carved into the bench we were sitting and chatting on, and I knew I had to take a picture of the carving and put it on my website to explain why I do what I do. So I did.

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Shooting on the campus of the University of Oregon. I never went to college, and I regret that.

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Stay in the lines. That’s what they tell you when you learn to color.

If you are lucky enough to become an artist, you get to decide where the lines go.

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This was taken as I was waiting for a senior to go back to their car and change into a new outfit. It felt alien to me, like a shot from the moon. I hadn’t changed the white balance from the custom kelvin setting I had done for an earlier idea, and the blues made the rocks seem more interesting on the LCD than they really were. At that very moment, sitting on the riverbank, pushing rocks around with my chaco’d feet, I realized how much camera settings can affect the mood of a picture.

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I’m a sucker for B&W images. I shoot about 20 images a session, from the hip, without composing, with the sole purpose of converting them to B&W, just for fun.

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Taken at a Christian camp in Eugene. Each one of these stakes represents a changed life. No extra points were given for placement, angle, height, or depth into the earth. No deductions were made, either.

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“I’ll shoot my own textures… I don’t have to buy them from someone else… and maybe people will buy them from me. Unless it’s a fad, then no one will care…”

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I was disappointed that I didn’t get the waves centered on this shot, and that I had almost blown the highlights in the sky. I really liked the image, but wished I would have paid attention to the histogram and composition. I chuckled to myself a bit about how much of a photo dork I had become. The confused looks on the faces of the clients I was shooting told me the chuckle wasn’t internal. This one reminds me to shoot for fun when I can, not worrying about “perfection.”

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Diptychs and Triptychs make me happy. I’m not great at them, and I think they are an art-form all to themselves.

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I took this long before the final image (which contained a bride and groom). I always pay attention during weddings for interesting locations and inspiration. I’m not a big shot planner, I like to be spontaneous, but I most definitely keep my eyes open.

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My wife and I have taken our little boy to see a Christmas parade in the little town of Coburg the past two years. This is a 30 second, handheld shot at F/14, turning and swirling the camera.

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I am so melancholy. Even at a beautiful fall wedding, with warm air, lots of laughter, amazing food, and the sounds of birds and river…  I am taking lonely shots of the water for a desktop wallpaper. Geez – there really is no “off switch” to it for me. I’m not unhappy – I have a great life. I wonder what the disconnect is?

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OK, OK, one more… {music} | Oregon Music Photographer

Maybe it looks unprofessional to do a blog post that is little more than a “P.S. I got one more frame to show.”

But I’m doing it… right now.

I do have a reason behind this post, beyond sharing another image. I received a voicemail today from a salesperson, hoping to peddle their tank painting and repair services. I assume they mean industrial tanks, holding diesel, paint, and all sorts of liquids – not the green variety, designed for modern warfare. I didn’t call them back to clarify. Believe it or not, that wasn’t the point of this story. I wanted to write about this call because of the defeated tone in the person’s voice. Their desperation, cold-calling random people in hopes of finding someone, anyone, to give them a few days of additional income.

I’m not worried about how they got my number, and I won’t be ranting about the DoNotCallRegistry I participate in. It gave me pause, because it is a very hard market for many people out there right now. And there is  NO shortage of people willing to shoot your wedding, or senior photos, or anything you’ll pay them to shoot. The photographer you choose should fit well with your budget, sure, but don’t forget to find a photographer that shares your vision and meshes with your unique personality. Whether that’s me or not, take the time to find that photographer. And cut them some slack if they call you back, hoping you need another session for something. I haven’t gotten to the point where I am cold-calling anyone, I am fortunate enough to be “blessed with work” between my two jobs… I just know that everyone is trying to feed their families.

I realize that may feel a little over dramatic, but the interconnectedness of our economy had me sitting and thinking.

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